Sunday, September 30, 2007

oohh laa laa.
i was bored.
so this.


Your major personality type = Explorer
Your minor personality type = NegotiatorYou are an EXPLORER/negotiatorYou are a highly spontaneous person who always likes to try new things. Novel and unpredictable situations don't bother you; instead you find them challenging and exciting. You tend to be focused and resourceful and you are able to juggle a lot of projects at the same time; as a result you are sometimes a whirlwind of activity. You have a firm grip on reality and enjoy living in the present tense. But you have a keen imagination that enables you to lift off from time and space to be remarkably creative. You are humorous. You are able to laugh at yourself, and you like entertaining others. You have a deep sense of compassion. You can show genuine insight into the needs of others; you are good at listening and talking; and you express a genuine desire to be helpful. Yet you are easy-going. Your tolerance for others and their beliefs, your lack of prejudice, your ability to compromise and your occasional antics make you popular with others and a great companion.


muahah.
got it from some test thing.

How your personality breaks out

Explorer - 32% of your personality

Known for high energy, high creativity and spontaneity. Seeks novelty, risk and pleasure. Intellectually curious and not easily swayed by opinion.

Builder - 18% of your personality

Usually very popular. Deep attachment to home and family. Calm demeanor and low anxiety. Often consistent, loyal and protective.

Negotiator - 29% of your personality

Excels at seeing the big picture, long-term planning and consensus building. An intuitive thinker who is flexible, verbal and socially skilled. Imaginative, empathetic and nurturing.

Director - 18% of your personality

Daring, original, direct and inventive. A non-conformist. Skilled at abstract thinking and short-term planning. Often assertive and quite competitive. Tough-minded and efficient.

dont really get this part.
but anyway. yea.
haha.
some kinda stil contradicts.

ohwells.
these tests are meant for fun anyway. =D


BEAnns Muzzled --> 3:58 PM.

Monday, September 24, 2007

i'm just about to sleep.
yawns
today was a horrible day at grapevine.
packed like sardines.

thanks to the stupid manU match.
damnit.
i hate it.
but working with the right people just makes it better.

way much better.
gosh.
we've got a new asst.manager.
last time was the girl alone.
now this guy came over.
so yea.

hahaa.
and the boss is really so -___-
he just hired i think 3 damnpretty girls or smthng.
alamaks.

all see looks only pls.
whalau.
sickening.
but anyway.
i think i like hanging out with them.

thee noss was being siuch an asshead himself.
died.

anyway.
i'm gonna sleep now.


BEAnns Muzzled --> 4:47 AM.

Saturday, September 22, 2007

okayy.
TONS of updates.
but first.
this was what i did in the office on a FRIDAY.

i'm just SO WAITING to get fired arent i.
do i look like i care even.
haha.
anyway.
yea. spent uhh 2hours+++++
sketching, writing, shading, blahblah.
NONStop btw.
so the people in the office were pretty much
STARING NON STOP.
-__- they should know soon that i dont give a damn.
hahah.
they should try making continuous phonecalls all day too.
damnit.
OFFICES are horrible places.
that's why i hate 9-5 routine jobs.
its damn GOSSIPYY. eeyeew.
i'm not affected by all the Funny eye or looks they give
cus' i'm only a Temp.Staff
pity the Perm. tempstaff who's taking over me in 3wks'time.

ANNOYANCE TO THE MAX.
sickening.




uhm.
this was random.
just wanted to see if i could draw a face
with a scar.
but got rid of that idea.
wasnt big enough to plaster down the face.
so haha.yea.HAIR!>!?

took about 45mins to do this.
all the colouring and shading.
and its in pen cus' no pencil.






















i've lost touch already la.
haha.
cant remember exactly how to draw.
















so hot eh!
perfect lips.
to me laa xD















uhh.
haha.
No.1 drawing of uh idunnowhat body.
but yea. haha.
its slanted aah!
can never draw straight.
maybe i should think about
doing concave and convex designs.
or like uneven split image.
this is obvious flaw man.


















ahahaa. so much wasted paper.
so i helped them get rid of it.
tried all kinds of grafitti.
heehe.








hmmmm.
i miss sketching so much.
and drawing.
i wana learn how to draw properly laa.
nvm. every term break i'll spend my time
painting everything in my way.

ahaa.

seriously.
i've gotta constantly remind myself that
i'm in this course because its a booming industry
with so much opportunities and a good start for me
to reach my 5Cs.

my term results are out.
and guess the best.
haha. its GERMAN.
i'm better off towards the arts.

hopefully i'm not deceiving myself
staying in this course.
yikes.
aiya.
i can always be artsy fartsy
while a cabinet geek .
ahahaa.
two very opp sides makes one's life
more interesting and intriguing xD

anyway.
coming back down to here.
i sprained my ankle.
it was damndumb.
hahaha.
i was running down a grass hill.
then my foot got twisted when it fell
into a pothole.
BEST.
madness.
but its much better now.
haha.
i can walk near properly laa.
i suppose.

and just happen that my two kind friends
were around.
so they helped quite abit. okay alot.
hahaa.
sent me all the way back.
stayed with me awhile too.









































when these nutheads are aroundd!
There's never boredom.








watched no reservations the other day.
just great.
i was the only one who was pretty much
enjoying the show Alot.
Because.
i was the ONLY one laughing at most funny scenes.
right.
its Funny What.
i like it.
i like romance comedy.
ahahaa.


BEAnns Muzzled --> 12:49 PM.

Monday, September 17, 2007

expectations.

sometimes we set it on people who are close to us.
then it breaks our hearts and hurts them when such
expectations that are set are not met.

JUST expect. right.

it only works with God doesnt it.
like we've gotta go to Him expecting something.
and we'll be fulfilled.


well.
sometimes i think i worry too much.

but anyway.
i have fallen sick.
due to overworking myself.
exhaustion perhaps.
i didnt know it would happen.
but it did anyway.
so yes.

sigh.
i worry about the future when its not even here.
i worry about having to stretch out my hand to get $$.
cus' i dont feel like doing that no more.
until i'm sure there'll be much more available
from which i get them from.

sigh.
getting a driving license.
it was one of the dreams i had since a kid

well seems i cant see it through.
i'm not capable of doing so.

raaahhs`

annoying the hell outta me.

damnit.
why was i so careless.
why wasnt i watchful enough.

how could i not have controlled myself.
argh.

sickening.
i'm working my ass off.
but its all not enough.
wth.

birthdays are expensive. hahaha.
but i dont regret spending for people i love =D
i love to see their smiles.

i cant wait to see what the mothership has to say
when she sees my hair.

i'm sticking to my hair this way.
i like it.
just waiting for the longer side and my fringe
to grow faster.

then i'll stick to having one side shaved.
yayy. nicenice.
so i dont lose the spunk and the edginess.
WOOHOO!

madness.
i'm going on a diet.
my weight is soooo -__-
unpredictable. one moment it shoots up.
the next it goes down.

WTH.
the perfect weight for me is 42kg.
i was 43, then i ate and ate 48, then diet and back to 45.
gained 5kg lost 3kg.
damnit.
okay. 3 more to go.

i'm SO GONNA EAT APPLES AND BROCOLLI everyday.
ha. yea right.
not forgetting my bananas to calm the sweet tooth cravings.
madness.
i should just start exercising again laa.
whalau.


BEAnns Muzzled --> 1:37 AM.

Sunday, September 16, 2007

WATCH THIS.
MAUAHAHAA.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m_zJ8EGJfMU


BEAnns Muzzled --> 1:47 PM.




the specs was just for a geeky look
kinda effect.
ahaaa. xD

TOMBOYISH-


















SUPER GIRLISH-

i LOVEE how it mixes xD










okayy.
that was thursday.
just had to do it. ahaa.
couldnt stand the long hair behind.

CHOMP CHOMP chomping on an APPLE.
what a sucky day i had.
aww.

tire me out totally.
not feeling well + dragonboat + work

all add up.
awww.
i'm feeling HORRID.
totally.

tmr will be a better day x(


BEAnns Muzzled --> 2:18 AM.

Friday, September 14, 2007

i've just went for a CRAZZYY haircut.
dont ask why.
ahaha.
maybe i was just bored.
but anyway.
just stay calm.
hahaha.

anyway.
myself have to get use to it.
haha.
i cant stand the nerd look.
but aaah.
its just a try.
at least right.
its called adventurous.

tmr's friday.
yes.
sat is DRAGONBOAT!! =D biggrins-
then again, i've gotta work x(
taking over for a friend.
but its only till midnight.
so i stil can save moolah and catch the last bus home.

i need to start going to the gym again.
my muscles are disappearing.

and i think i'd better let grapevine know soon.
that i've gotta quit end of the month.

tonight was damnfun.
ahahaa.
madness to the max.
Chiewster. HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY.
hehh.

let's head to the gym soon xD

and yay!
haha. tmr's eating day.
then back to diet again.
right. ahahaa.

AND HELP HELP HELP,
i cant get the electric stove working.
damnit.
spent stupid 20mins trying to get it working.
to no avail.
fine.
see when i wana cook, this has to happen.
and when i refuse to cook, i'm forced eat out.
wth.
aiyaaa.
anyway.
sushi tmr!!
cravingcraving again.

lights out.


BEAnns Muzzled --> 5:37 AM.

Thursday, September 13, 2007

I ATE FROG MEAT -

GROSS. that's the first and the last time.
met grapevine friends for supper.
went to the corner shop to eat.

damndumb. they said they've got no hot water.
then i couldnt have my milo.
bloodyhell.
that old man was just plain lazy to make it from scratch.
he only wanted to serve us canned drinks.
WTH.

anyway.
gosh. frog meat is wayy tooo soft and SLIMY for my liking.
bleahhh.
tasted awful to me.
but i was in between 2pple who loved it and couldnt
stop spitting the bones out on the table
building 2 mountains.
eeeyewwww.

i LIKE MY NEW JOB =D
stress free.
no pressure.
my pace.
hahaa.

but only one thing.
formal wear is a must everyday.
damn.
i'll probably alternate the pathetic 2pants i have.
and i'm so gonna wear slippers tmr.
its under the table so no one's gonna see anyway.

YES. its bloody boring.
made phonecalls till i nearly fell asleep.
but at least it wasnt pressurizing like the
telemarketing job where there's a quota to meet.
nope nope.
sum of them thank me for offering them the job too.
ahaha.

maybe i just havent ran into anyone nasty.
hopefully i'll never.

i take ONE HOUR to get there.
but totally free.
thanks to bus pass.
so. ohwells.
yea. there's finally a job that i like.

but then again,
i wonder how long before i'm gonna start complaining of boredom.
there's always text msging.
which i wasnt allowed to do in the previous job too.

the boss is pretty relaxed and calm too.
and most of the time he's not around.
so its slacking time.
heheh.

so what else.
ohyea.
STUPID TREMORS.
i thought the building was gonna fall.
sounds over exaggerated.
but seriously, i've never felt it this bad before.
and it lasted for bloody long time.
one min is long enough.
this lasted like what.2 mins!?!
gosh. all i did was to stay at the swaying picture frame
hung on the wall in front of me.
and i didnt even move.
felt the WHOLE entire building shaking.
gosh. and i was alone again.
its just scary to be alone when such things happen.
ha.

okay better go shower and rest.
otherwise i can forget about getting up tmr.

its THURSDAY!!! woohoooo xD
getting my pay of 3days on friday.
ahahaa. better than nothing.


BEAnns Muzzled --> 2:58 AM.




sri lankan netballer.
she's even taller than yaoming.
freaking scary.
and she plays babyball and 1dollar 3 try game
under the net.
that's all.




















i drew such a realistic picture of
a person that we didnt use to like.
TOTALLY has that look on her face.
ahaa.


BEAnns Muzzled --> 2:54 AM.

Wednesday, September 12, 2007

damn!
crappyshit.
i'm either getting too used to sleeping at 4plus.
or i'm having insomnia.

MY EAR IS SWOLLEN.
yea how great.
pierced it like a week ago.
and now it HURTS badly.
makes no sense.
hopefully its not an infection.
i slept on it last night.
been brushing or hitting it by accident too.
sheesh.
it REALLY HURTS.
damnit.
i'm gonna take ice now.
was hurting while i was working halfway.
ARGHHHH.

okay. i'm one handed now.
i hope the bone didnt break or smthng.
paranoid after having a look at persis's ear cartilage.

aaaah.
serves me right.

and i havent exercised in 98787698 days!!
raaahhs.
so much for wanting to get my muscles.
i dont care.
i stil have to try them.

ohgosh. the ear hurts pretty much.
its giving me a headache when i put ice on it x(

and i'm having wind trapped in my stomach again.
sigh. charcoal pills, where are you when i need you.

sickening.
last night i spend bloody ONEHOUR trying to sleep.
gave up.
took a drowsy pill ( for itchyness on my foot )and went to sleep on the couch.
btw, stupid infection came back to haunt me.
this time was worst.
the top of my both feet had it.
ARGH.
then it infected the very same toe.
it was an UNBEARABLE itch man.

woke up in the morning bad shape.
could hardly pull myself up.
damn.
stupid drug.

anyway, yea. quit my telemarketing job at boatquay.
though it paid well. like an hour.
BUT my saturdays would go wasted into trying to make
freaking appointments with pple.
so, yea. i QUIT. xD

went for yet another interview today.
at aia changi.
as a personal asst.
right.
hopefully i'll just have to do data entry and make coffee.
but no.
i've gotta surf the net to recruit pple for Godknowswhat reasons.
i got the job.
formal attire to work.
uhm.what else.

yea. its lesser than the previous pay.
haha. by fiftycents.
but i work only from 1-5pm.
good and bad laa.
good in a way i dont have to worry about what time to get up.
that i can sit in the office.
trying to find the fastest way that i can get to eunos from home.


anyway,
probably having indigestion from the sushi buffet yesterday too.
gosh. all attacking at onceee!!!

madness.
i've been in a sketchy mode the past few days.
muahaa.

does putting ice really helps to bring the swell down?

its past 4!!
and i'm not the least sleepy.
how fantastic.
tmr i'm gonna die.

its so annoying to wana sleep but cant.

anyway, ahaa. got money today.
grapevine was sssooooo quiet today.
my fav day.
ahahaa.

i havent tried botakjones!! i wana try.
heard good comments about it.

aaaaah.
my stomach's killing me.
that's it,
i'm gonna go to bed now.
with ice on my ear.


BEAnns Muzzled --> 3:22 AM.



hehe.
this was last week.
a late update.
but anyways.
here it is.





















BEAnns Muzzled --> 3:20 AM.

Saturday, September 01, 2007

hehe.
went for Banquet tonight.
it was at olio dome suntec.
haha.
anyway.
some pple really made the effort to dress.
some not so..

uhm. and ALAN put me down for nomination of best hair.
RIGHT. FYI, i only added 2pathetic pins in my hair.
didnt have time to wax it before i left the house.

wanted to wear my grey fedora since its a dinner.
aiyaah.
i forgot all about it.
wonder when's the next time i'm gonna use it.
but anyway.


uhmm.
the food was alright.
haha.
some daring guy wore pink and white.
but he pulled it off.
so he looked good.
very sat night fever kinda look.
and another one wore a fedora.

hmm.
that's about it.
i was uh i think the few or only on wearing FORMAL
pants.
the other girls were in dress or jeans.
so wanted to wear my black jeans.
alamaks.
it would have looked nicer.
but anyhow.
it was quite alright.
ate till i felt i need a jog.

i should invest in a treadmill.

found yet another job.
as a phone person.
working hour 12-5.
but its at boatquay.
hmm. call ppl make appointments kind.
hehe.

happy happy.
now i can kill time in the hols and be selfsupporting.
though i'll be having very much more of a night life.
rather than hang out in the day.
ohwells.

meet everyone at night.
its okay.
there's always dinner and movies.

counted that they'll probably deduct cpf.
but i'll stil get more than enough.
so i'll save. selfsupport.and have just alittle left for a treat =D

this is the life.

woohoo.
love it.

then it'll be over soon.
and back to school.
enough break to work.
back to schooling and learning new things.

ahahaa.
its as though i'm in such optimistic hope of everything.
well as of now.
i'm FREEE.
with FREEDOM written on every part of me.
for a month.
i have to enjoy it to the fullest.

then i'll have ta tell inform report to the Mothership already.
that'll be in oct.

ohyea!
now i rememeber what i'm saving for.
my practical lessons.
hope i pass my advance.
long way.
start of oct.

yes.
now i'm gonna bathe and sleep.
its sucha relief knowing that study is no longer on the
"things to do" list.
hehehe.
i'm filling it up.

OHKAY!
off i go.
tmr will be an early day.
gotta be up at uhmm.
10??
haha.
just remembered that i forgot to eat lunch today.
right.
wth. too busy walking and talking.
hahaha.

OKAYOKAY.
i'm HAPPY and full.
and i need to run.
but for now.
conserving energy to run 35tables/2 tmr.
moolah sake.
i'll do it!!
heheheeheh.

i need to sleep more.
its good for the face huh.
okay.
it better prove right.
yes.
i'm going.

gone


BEAnns Muzzled --> 12:22 AM.